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    June 29

    Difficult grace

    Comfort of the soul - how much we all want it and need it. God often gives us comfort and sweet grace but He also needs our sympathy and our comfort. Jesus the Savior is still offended and hurt every single minute by all the sins committed all the time all over the world. This innocent, unconditional Love is suffering with our repeated constant rejection. Mine and your rejection and of the milliards of other similar sinners. Every time we choose the sin of hate, pride, egoism, aggression, bitterness, lust etc. we hurt ourselves, our brothers whom the sin touches directly and also indirectly but above all we hurt God who is Love. The Only True Love is hurt. Jesus Himself suffers. His pain is not bitter. He did redeem us. Still this fight between Good God and Evil Powers is taking place in human hearts, which are the true battlefields, and every time we turn to evil Jesus cries. Let us not be surprised that very often He will call souls to give Him comfort. He will call souls who will not pay evil for evil, who being humiliated and oppressed, in their great suffering will share His suffering able to win evil with good, all through His power and love. 

    Think of all the times when someone hurt you very badly, when someone might have been very unpleasant to you, maybe completely blind to your needs, ignorant, even aggressive with bad words. Every time you did not pay evil for evil but when you prayed for the oppressor asking God for love and healing for them Jesus let you experience a tiny mini mini fraction of what His non-stop rejected Love feels all the time. How much the rejection of the mankind hurts Him!!! Let us not only expect sweet graces. Let us be glad when Jesus shares his such a tiny fraction of the pain of Love which is rejected. How great is this God-Love !!!!!!! 

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    June 25

    Hidden God???

    My dearest hidden God!!! I know you are everywhere and I am all immersed in your holy , loving presence. Still my eyes are blind. I know you are there by faith. I know that You love me more than I can even imagine or realize. I know it all by faith . There is not much that I feel. The fire of your love is there sometimes but most of the time it is gone. I am walking through a dark valley. There is often so much pain and there are many trials I experience. I love you even more in those trials. My dear beloved daddy- how I miss you!!!!! How I want to be with You forever. I am so happy with all these moments when I sit down in the evening and pray to you telling you of my complete dependence on you, of this dark valley and my great trust in you opening my whole soul in front of you. Then I feel that in this quiet darkness there is another bottom. There You are. Quiet , patient and loving. I am happy to be resting in You and I have the feeling that You are also resting in me. Or the two of us just meet , unite-You the God of the Whole endless Universe and me - a little sinful speck that You love so much.
     

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    June 05

    He fills my heart...

    'When Jesus wants to make me happy, He fills my heart with that spirit which is all fire, and speaks to me about His delights; but when He wants to be consoled, He speaks to me about His pains, and invites me in a manner that is both a request and a command, to offer my body to alleviate His sufferings."

    Padre Pio

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